woooooos. I have no idea what to write for rj.
like seriously.brain drained. lol. -.-

then Jing came online and told me lammmmme jokes.
Like those SUPER COLD KIND.luckily I brought my jacket sia..

J: why prawns got legs but can't walk?
M: wah prawns can walk meh?duno lah why?
J: cause they're LAME XIA...hahaha.
M: -.- ha.ha.ha.


now with DF.trying to think of what to write for rj...

wheeees.second day of sem 2. :D
I was the first to reach class :P


This is the msn nicks of Wendy,Jaffar,Me & Wesley.
It reads,in the order above;

W; He says that he will 'F' us if we call him faci.
J; She says that he says that he will 'F' us if we call him faci.
M; He says that she says that he will 'F' us if we call him faci.
W; She says that he says that she says that he will 'F' us if we call him faci.

SO NONSENSICAL!
...but fun :P

lol.I'd say that today was a goood one,overall.
Team mates were; Jaffar,Wesley,Wendy & You Di.
lol.first and last members were the same from yesterday's group.LOL.
It's amazing lah,like the class is kinda warmed up to each other alr..
I think cos the faci {OOPS} super funny lah.he's like a super comic relief :)
nice lah. at least he's funny right?But can't use the F word lah..understood!
-salutes-


our (JWWM) convos kept me awake throughout the lesson :D
woohooos! so funnnnnnay..! Emoticon war sia! :) wheees.
can I have more,sir? whahas.random! -.-

"Your presentation is both good and original.
Unfortunately,the parts that are good are not original,
and the parts that are original are not good." ~ Mr Chen.

lol.In case you're wondering,that's our 'cher'.sorry lah.for the sake of my grades,
I gotta avoid the F word sial. =X whahhahaha


I promise you,Wesley anyhow come up with his blog url -.- lols.
don't believe me,go to my blogger and check out his link..LOL..
( & she was like blah blah blah. )( ... :) ... :( ...  )

&& woohooos! I got my window seat sia! :D macham plane ride,but nevermind.

haven't done rj & quiz & eval. =( today's mod draggggggged sial. D: D:
how sad is this?lol..but good lah,no one pon halfway today. :)

then Ishardi entertained me with meows and roars convo again!~ :P
& Kiran with his 'bow wow' is a classic.TOTAL classic mans. :)


&& I went for lunch with Raymond & Gui Siang. :)
Finally met them after THREE weeks sia.
Both were first day pon-ers. :D *Tsk Tsk*
then we saw Ah Boon & Uncle Sha..
turns out that most of E35K went to W4 hahaha.
so fast got the 'husband & wife next door' joke liaos.
not bad ah,Charis & Ian de class must be so SUPER bonded liaos. :P


W14B talk more lehh!!!!
Facis for yst & today all say that we're super quiet sia! lol..


I think first sem diff cos we don't know anyone yet.
So this sem most of us stick to last sem's people.
LOL.. what's this man. =x it's ok.we'll warm up sooon :]





Thanks Marcus for your tag :))

AHHH GOOSENUT! IMY toooooo~
meeet upppp sooooooon!!!!~ lols.

Past two days were rather trashy,so I couldn't be bothered to blog.
I mean,no mood lah.And why place more trash onto the blogsphere right?


But still,the idea of you getting caught smoking is OUTRAGEOUS.
You told me that you only SOLD them.
And I was fool to have believed you.Which salesman won't try his own product?


Should I help in the cover up? would that help you in the long run?





Found this photo on Jacq's blog.I like. :)




went out with Hazel Jacq and Yvonne for dinner and dessert.
Jacq's fam shop is cool to the maxx man.
Too bad Deb couldn't join us.


oh wells.then trained home lorhs.
Over the curfew,but I seriously can't be bothered.
I am tired of being treated like a caged bird.

( Scram. )

Tmr's the start of a new sem.w14B.
I wonder how it's gonna be like?

haha.Gabriel's in the class diagonally opposite mine again.. -.-
speechless.RP system so good,why don't they place Mei Xian in my class?
Ah wells,at least we're in the same block. Lunch dates are gna be easier. :)



My choice of religion is really starting to bug me.
I really wonder if Christianity's for me.or not.
ah.freak,headaches are here again.
I don't want to think anymore.

Today I went to QLC.
lol..Yuki is mean..
he said that I was too short,
so he couldn't see me.. -.-

but anws,I saw my dad's
PRIMARY sch classmate..

Service not bad lah..
I know all the song except for
one of the hymns. oh wells.

Went for their fellowship thingy,
was rather good. :)

but still felt lost.hmmm.

Yuki was nice enough to really wait till
my parents come before he walked to
the market with his brother... =x
I asked him to go first but he REFUSED ah.

hmm at first I thought that he is just like
the others that I have met before..
Like,just say that will wait but in the end
will succumb to peer pressure and go 
with friends la..yah that kind lor.cos like
I also haven't known him for a long time ma.
but then he really stayed lor... 0_0!


hmm haven't paid Khalis the 15 bucks. ):


Family SUCKS ok?
It is not a word,it is a 
SWEAR WORD. D: 
ARGHS. 




anyways,wonder how my new class dynamic would be like?

I wonder to what extent should I respect my parents' wishes?
My father 'forces' me to burn those incense sticks,papers,and eat the offerings..
When he knows that I have already dedicated my life to Christ.
And it's not like he believes in the whole ancestor worship thing either.
Sometimes I just wonder,why he does the whole ritual?Because he's the eldest son?
Respect for his deceased father,or still living mother?

most of E35K went to W4.lol.I am in W1.
I want to kill those lucky peeps lah.
Lunch is just a few level(s) away. -.-


One of my friend is now engaged in a blog war turned fight.
At least from what it seems,he's gonna be involved in one anyway.
Same block,same level?

haha..brings back memories of my own blog war.
And I just want to take this opportunity to apologize.
To; Xiao Xuan,Eileen,Krystal,Boon Hian,Gui Siang & Raymond.
Also goes out to the crusaders.
An apology does not mean taking full responsibility.
An apology is the recognition of something gone wrong.

Anyways,mr terrorist,
please don't get involved in a fight.
Do your best to resist.
A record is not beneficial to either party.
One day both of you will look back and see,
the stupidity of this whole issue.

Love

In this world today,
the meaning of love doesn't exist,
so maybe the word shouldn't either.
What is love?
Everyone can talk about love,
but few truly mean it.
Anyone can boast about loving,
but how many can prove it?
Words can't express love,
it's your time and actions that matter.
Money can't buy love,
it is something many can profess,but few can fulfil.
Love is not a word for one to swear by,
it is understood only by those who freely give.
It does not doubt,it trusts.
It does not expect,it is unconditional.
That's love.
If it does not have the abovementioned qualities,
is it true love,or mere possession?
Love; is to make your loved ones happy.
It is a sacrifice.
Love is to give without expecting to receive,
Love does not envy,love does not hurt.
Love.Is not to be taken for granted.

My msn Nick now..is a hilarious pick up line I improvised for abang Fariz..
You are in my mind like a tape on constant repeat.
LOL. He was going to [finally] start a conversation with a girl he likes with;
"You must have be tired,after running around in my mind for two consecutive years.."
LOL :D yes,he liked the girl since TWO years ago and is only starting to talk now.. -.-
funny sia!And he wanted to use the stupid cliche lah!hahahahaha.. -rolls in laughter-
DUDE! tell me how it went sia :D I like talking to abang Fariz cos he's really crappy :P

Then he was like,want me to intro my friends to you anot?Then we can go double date.
haha then I was like "For what sia.which century are you living in?MATCH-MAKING sial.."
Then he call me racist,cos I don't want to date his malay friend.wthhhh?! LOl lah.. -.-
I got malay friends ok!haha.Just that I won't have malay boyfriend la..Not that I got anything
against them,they are nice people.But if I get into a relationship,I want it to be real and long-
lasting.And ideally,I want it to end up in marriage.So I can't date malay cos if I get married to
one,then I have to convert to Islam.


SO! I have nothing against the race,only that I don't want to have to change my religion for the
sake of salvaging and/or saving a human relationship.It is not worth it.


Oh yes.Apology now.
Yesterday before I talked to Ishadi,
I was telling Shamini that he appears a lil scary.
BAH.First impressions..lol.but it was proven..
TERRORIST in the making,not scary meh?
lol.jkjk..but he is really nice lah :)
and reading his blog posts,he seems to be a logical thinker.
Very nice,considering that youths today are mostly superficial and shallow.
& you can give me a STUFFED gorilla/gorzilla,just not a real one.
Even if you provide its food. hahaha.


stopped learning German alr..so boring cos no one practices with me lol.
so I think I'll pick up either melayu or jap. hahaha.only know a little of both.
I AM IN THE STATE OF TOTAL MEDEROB..yeah,that's boredem spelt in reverse.lols..

Wooots.Pretty darn shagged now.
Just back from the @loud camp...
Let me re-live the moments..

Two-days-one-night-camp. :)

Wed morning woke up at ten plus.Rushed to get everything I needed.
Then got out of the house in a flurry.Met Shamini at Paya Lebar at about 130++.
Before that,I arrived at the station (early) and wanted to find a spot to sit.
So I walked,AND SCARED MYSELF! -.- I saw just a palm on the floor and was like
'SIA LAH! HANTU!SAYA HABIS!MATI =X' skarly...THE PERSON JUST BEHIND THE PILLAR SEH.
so it was like wthhhhh. -.- then just as I was about to listen to my music,she came.haha.

So we walked over to PP,and bought a pair of similar slippers that cost only $5/pair..
It's original price was like $69.90.lol..It was so CHEAP,it's considered a steal. :) silver straps + black. :D
And we walked the underpass all the way to ECP Macs. :O


At macs I used my comp for awhile and we checked out some hawt guys there :D
It was like,pinkyy & lloons guy? :P just kidding.Some were seriously :)))) hahaha..


and cos Benazir said the bbq thingy was at 4+,we walked over at 430,but still.
There wasn't a single soul around.LOL.So we went to BK's to chill and slack.
then we walked over at 5++ and only Isyardi,Desmond,Benazir & Sharon were there..
LOL.So agree with Ben that maybe we should have gone at 8++ lol..
Cos the food and the peeps came mostly arnd six plus.yeap & in the time between,
I played STRESS with Shamini..SIA LAH,play with her..really stressful ok!


There was a heated-excited debate-discussion between me Luke and Manis (I think ah).
-oh its the white shirt Manis ah;there were two- lol..Then Khalis ah..kept trying to make us EAT!
ahaha..anws the discussion was abt politic,religion,malaysia,spore,and the jews when Khalis is involved.
hahahah,interesting people lah..I think that the seniors were really doing a good job :)

After that I went to lie down on a bench alone,and watched stars..
And subsequently lay down to talk on the phone with my parents.
Then Luke tried to scare me,but it backfired.LOL. :D
after that me, Luke, Isyardi & Sharmini went to the shore line to play a 'wave game'.
lol.Invented by Luke,super lame but entertaining game.lols.  -.- 

Talking about talking on the phone with parents,I do not appreciate them calling Benazir/Prabu.
damnit.I am not comfy.Even if they said it's ok,IT IS NOT AH. =.= ANNOYINGGG TO DA MAX MAN!

Then I went for a walk alone :)
then Sharmini,Ishardi & Ammar came and we went to marine bowl..
they wanted to go arcade,but the pl lousy,closed even before 12am LOl.
so we went to bowl.Sharmini 1 game,I 3 games..now my thumb pain.. -.-

then we went back to the pitt to find our dear SENIORS,
thinking they might still be up and talking ah..INdeed...
they were up..BUT playing 21 sia..and Luke got drunk la..

LUKE DRUNK = SCARY SCARY X SCARY^83902831839074074907409174091747 SIAL! 0_0!!

At first we saw him,he wasn't that bad..still could stagger around and talk..
Can even ask me 'DO I LOOK DRUNK?' ok,not ask,but yeah.kinda scary ah.
But in the end..don't want to continue lerr.but I am rather shocked he talked 
about God and all even in his drunken stupor.. o_o

He had 15 SHOTs of PURE Vodka,and less than one of whiskey.
But he was already so wasted even before taking the last shot..
SCARY LIKE DON'T KNOW WHAT LAH.

And then I felt quite sad for him ah..
Cos the seniors (our batch and beyond; some) purposely set him up de.
Actually,both parties are to be blamed lah..
He; because he had exceeded his limit,but chose to carry on.
They;because the fun had gone too far,such that it ain't funny anymore..
We are supposed to keep guard over our friend's safety,so..
Well at least three of the seniors kept guard over him throughout the night.

& it's not all bad lah..
The juniors (at least for Ammar,Ishardi & I), have made up our minds to never touch alcohol.
At first before the incident,I was just saying that I never had alcohol,and wanted to try..
Then while watching Luke's drunken antics,it so shook me that I will NEVER touch alcohol.
Ever.Not vodka mixed with sprite,not red wine,not beer,not EVEN jolly shandy.
It's frightening that someone who was so fun to be around,half an hour ago,
would turn out to be a  reckless being the next moment,due to intoxication...
It's a personal promise to self.For me.


But other than that incident,everything was cool :)
We spent a little time finding out about why some ppl (yr 1s) joined @loud..
then we had GHOST STORY SESSION.by the beach,in seventh month..!LOL.
some seemed pretty freaky,but I think it was cos it was so dark lah..


then the gentleMEN took the LARGE tent,
while four ladies were cramped into a small,LEAKING tent..
lol..when the drizzle was about to die off,we (girls) went out.
Sharon even brought out her umbrella ah LOLs..
Then Khalis came out,then some other guys too..
then they put Luke into the girls' tent..


&PRABU,BENAZIR,SHAMINI got wet.. :D
Khalis was supposed to,too..but...hahaha.


then we watch sunrise sans the sun. :)
Stargazing at midnight;I like.
NIce orangey sky;I like.
Clouds that looked like lovers;I like.
Chalets that looked like villages;I like.
Trees that remind me of Bollywood,and Xmas;I like.
@Loud bbq Aug08; I LIKE.


then they woke Luke up,surprisingly he was sober & coherrant alr.
Still can say he missed out on the ghost storiesss LOL.
then they shifted the tents into the shelter (and woke up an old man)
cos it was gonna rain..and all the seniors went inside to sleep.except 1.
then the jrs, (Shamini,Isyardi,Ammar & me) went to macs for BREAK FAST.
lol..stopped at the changing room on the way to wash legs & change clothes (girls).
Shamini..very fast ah! :P hahaha...


Breakfast time..I wanted to laugh sia.girls ordered same set,guys too.
Macham planned earlier sial,lol.then the four of us super quiet lah..
maybe cos darn shagged alr..LOL.

Shamini was the first to go (home lah).she cabbed sials..RICH!! ><
The three of us no money to cab so waited for the drizzle to subside a biiiiit.
so we just chat lor.then we talked about GPA and Sem2 postings.hahaha.
Then cos Isyardi haven't checked his leo/whatever,he still doesn't know his class.
And he was like; if I same class as you how?then I was like HABIS! SAYA MATI !!!
lol..then he 0_0 >> -.- hahaha.He will not hantam me lahh..Just tekan only right..

then we walk out AND IT STARTED RAINING HEAVILY SIAL! HMPHS!
can you imagine getting soaked from head to toe after changing out?
CHAMPION LAH I TELL YOU !!! -.-
then walked UNCLE sent us to the wrong route sia!bus stop - taxi stand. -,-
so we pek chek alr,decided to walk to another bus stop and NOT ask the uncle liao.
& along the way there was a shout of CARRRRRRRRRRR,cos as usual,
smart Amandaz doesn't watch out for vehicles on the road.She thinks they look out for her ah.
But it's supported mah..cos the new advert from SMRT says "watch out for meee".. LOL.
& hor,throughout the whole route Isyardi is the only one with the umbrella,ella,ella.
So he very nicely said to me,hurhur hope you dont mind being soaked in the rain ah..
(or smth lidat..so see lah! If he is my classmate,MATI la..lol..)
lol..then we walked along the road DAMN MUDDY LAH.
Then Ishardi suddenly nice sia shelter me with his ella leh :P Ammar nehmind,got hoodie :P



haha then trained home.
bathe,sleep,eat,sleep,blog.MSN.skype.Sleep (later). 





[edit]
Ok,I keep spelling Ishardi's name wrongly in this post,but I am feeling super lazy to edit it 
properly,sorry dude =X hahahaa. kae la.To make up for it I compliment you okays? :D
This guy here is known as 'terrorist' no kidding man :P but he looks younger than his age sia.
so maybe it'll be easy for him to get away,cos don't look like him ma! :x LOL.
[/edit]






Even if I have do not have enough money,I WON'T FREAKING SELL CIGARETTES!!

Yesteday was the day I've decided that it'd be the last time I go SJCp for sunday services.


DaddyR not daddy anymore.


GS mummy want to change wed meets to thurs.
I just hope that it wont morphe into no meetings..


call me cynical.But I am losing people.


ah wells.
Kiran is LAZZZZZZZZZZZY.
You see,walking to the cupboard to get the laptop charger..
IS AN IMPOSSIBLE TASK!! lol..

Ralf; meine Liebe,
Ich liebe dich, bis Forever keine Enden hat
Liebe überwindt den Abstand, weil ich beschließe, zu glauben, dass er wird

haha..my msn dp scary meh?
Dont worry la.it's a part of life.
A process. :) 
KIRRIE I wanna slap you. ):

bloody blogger's being a noob now.
can't upload pics. ): 
roar x3.
guess I'll have to wait a lil while more.


Thanks daddy Canaan,
for talking to me last night/early this morning,
even though you got your own problems that you don't wanna share..


& Yuki is still super cheem.
but thanks for the effort..
haha.Yuki never gives up on friends..?
[I went against my own principles,and made another pact..]
"Don't classify me with your other friends who gives up on you halfway."


& Marcel,
haha.though we're kinda in the same situation,
he still got time to come and bother about me sio.
seriously bro,tell them mfckers to shut the heck up! ):
feel so sad for you.. D:
& I'll be your friend forever,ok?don't think you have no one.
I dont want what happened to Kirrie to happen to you too..
because if it does,I'LL SERIOUSLY DIE.so dont freaking knock your head.
Whether you're christian or not,YOU'll always be my bro.
I don't care.I am too tired.dont argue with me. D:
finish your studies in the NZkiwiland and emigrate to spore,or smth! =X


and Deborah..
the conversation was just so..
SHATTERING..that's all I can say..
not that it was bad..it just made me realize a lot of things..
I never imagined to be possible..
Silent prayer warriors..people who care but don't show it..


i've always lived my life believing that no one gives a - about me
that people do things 'for my good' are just finding a reason to 
restrict and torment me.that NOBODY's ever on my side..


so now.what's this?
MY HEAD HURTS.

..that someone would find it funny that I am suicidal?

well he prolly caught me at the wrong timing or whatevs.
but I was super serious when I said I wanted to kill myself.
so go figure.


so what would happen at my funeral?
come,and laugh at the sight? yeah well.
by then I couldn't quite care less.
even if you tip my coffin over.


it's just that too much has been happening these days,
and my mood swings are getting worse.
and yet I know I have to appear alright to the neuroscience guy.
yeah yeah.dont want to waste parents' hard earned money,
so just go in there and say 'everything's ok',
when it's just the exact opposite.
heck,it even saves time and energy.


so kill me,kill me,
why don't you?
kill me with your words. 



What do you do,
when words seem to cut 
right into your bones..

What do you say,
when you feel
lost and all alone?

Where do you go,
when you fit in
like a thorn amongst roses?

lol..finally I realized that my dear friends didn't use photoshop to edit their pictures..
They used photobucket. hahaha. lame.

& er,no cmnts on the meme thing..
haha.nothing's new anymore.


LOOK AT THIS PICTURE NOW..



Someone like very happy to kill me ah :p
See?even the headlights are still on..
go retake your  Basic Theory Test please,
don't kill anymore INNOCENT people alr..
haha..see her exp,macham like saying;
'HOHOHO she die already? :p '
-shrugs- oh wells..

haha.so bored now,nothing to do..
at least it's raining,and I can watch the raindrops fall..
no worries till about a week later,when sem 2 begins.
then the worry of not being able to fit in,can torment me once again..

 

As promised;
KIRAN JOY SEBASTIAN,
See your big name up here?lols.
this guy ^points up^ keeps using my phrase that 
*#&#* is a strong word; sh*tzu,& what,DOG? lol. -.-
lalala.*ignores him* but the next time he uses the strong word 
in a convo with me,I'll go to his class & SLAP him ah! :D

haha.yst IAN YEO super random..
came online and started a convo to talk to me about...
NOTHING! -___________________- LAMAO.haha.

Then finally talked to Sharmilah..
(ok,we started talking again on tues)
ahaha..been such a long time man..
We were in the same class since sec 3,
bestfriends to boot,but suddenly stopped talking in sec 4 b4 O's.
lol.so happy.we were like CRAPPING like we used to in sec 3. :)


but today wasn't a happy day.
It was a day full of difficult decisions to make.
So kudos to Yuki for providing guidance all the way till one plus..
haha..
Thanks for taking the uncalled for duty to be a friend & accountabilty partner,
I am learning SO SO SO much from you. =X

and thanks to Anth,Gab & BenT for the advice,and reassurances.

Thanks Deborah for the reflection question,
and for listening to part of my rants.

I really don't know what I'd have done/how I'd fare if I hadn't known you guys.. =x

mehhh.me don't wanna think anymore...
roars..


&oh,Jacq Jr,get well soon.
you limp not cos of injury,
you limp cos of your lameness..! =X
MEeeeeeeeeeeps. gtg.

I've changed my blog again. =)

new url & all. =)
took it off google & all other search engines,
so all my haters,have fun trying to find.

FUCK retardedness.



friends can keep the link (this url) cos I'll be updating here anws,
this is gna be a 'stand-by' blog.

noobish photos first.. hahas.



Taken by Hazel,Me & Jerome respectively.
hahaha,see the noobness? =p
This shows that we...don't zi pai often enough..? =]

Anyways! today's hiking was quite fun! =)
I was the earliest ok! =D I arrived at 0830am to rot =x
Then Yuki & Deb came,followed by Raymond & Edwin.
Then Jacq jr, Vonne & Hazel. power three,but still not the latest.
Thiam Heng was the last to arrive,& Yuki had faith in guys.lol.

We started right from Haborfront,Marang trail.
Then moved onto Mt Faber and Henderson waves.
I thought it was badddd.Till I reached Anderson Treetop walk. ):
THAT WAS A FREEEEEEEAKING nightmare! D:
& YUKI DIDN'T HELP. ): He asked me to look down at the HIGHEST points!
-stabs stabs stabs;changes mind,hands him over to Deb for her to bring him to the light-
there.much better. :D hahaha.

& then we went to Hortpark,where we camwhored A LOT.
Oks,that was the understatement of the semester that just went by.
JAHAHA.& we stoned at the display room for like half an hour or so cos it was raining.
then we went outside to take pics. =x & scare little kids.haha.
-Raymond got lots of sexeh 'hot' photos =) - 
waiting for the pics..

Then we headed to Vivo city & Jerome met up with us.
He came to watch us eat..! =)

Then at the end of the day when I was supposed to walk to some kopitiam-carpark thingy,
Jerome say he got short-cut,can teach me how to walk there.
But we got distracted by addidas sales,and then took the long cut =p
& I got an interesting story to why I don't want to learn driving k! =)
Besides,I get lost with a map other than reading it upside down,there are other reasons.

haha.then at first I was like asking Hazel & Jacq if they can nicely send me to the place?
Then Jerome was like 'it's ok,I can go home alone de,later also alone.' LOL =x
Then I was like,eh,if you nice,you can send us also =)
& he give me a funny face =.- So I was like,nehmind,you not nice,I know.
hahaha.but he still walked with us =D hahaha. nicenice.


OHYAH!
Auntie DGL & Jacq Jr SUPER SCANDALOUS in HORTpark sia!
they kept smacking each other's..OK nehhminds. =x mature content.
ahahah.But I think it was more like Jacq Jr keep getting smacked ah. 
Then Yvonne's first attempt (on our double dare;cos she dared us) to smack Edwin's chest,
WAS SUPER FUNNNNAY! =D hahahahah.but in the end she did it seh! 0_@!
then the guys had a round of smacking each other,lols.

oh and statement of the day?
QUICK 5PM NO MORE STUDENT MEAL
LOL.GUESS WHO SAID IT? =P



AH WELLS.STILL WAITING FOR THOSE PICTURES..

Isn't it just sooooooooo cute? :D
Mirz abang sent it to me =D haha.

and he also said this over msn; 
super wthhhh kinda sweet. =D
Best siblings are for foreve_.
There is no 'R',cos that'd be the end of forever. 

Awwwwwhs. =D so sweet I wna slap him! 
hahaha.cos he's still as busy as ever,
and we haven't met up in Agggggggggggggggges!
): -feels neglected- D:

haa,
I finally understand what kakak Farah meant =P
but her situation's worse ah. =x
Imagine your bf always don't have time for you sia..
*HINT HINT ABANG!*   [=
got time to jam no time to jalan jalan with gf sial.. -.-
hahahaha.but they're a great couple,so no worries =D
*wedding bells..*


lol.
& I am so bored now,I am watching random vids online.
ROARS. give me something to do.... -sleep types-
 

Went to the Macpherson bridge just now with my parents,
DAMN high sia.. D: super scary.Let me tell you readers a SECRET! 
I am short because....
I AM AFRAID OF HEIGHTS la.. >< 
ahahahahas. =p


craps.I think I need more sleep.
When I don't have sufficient sleep 
I always end up being hyper & talking lots of nonsense.
HAHAHA. =x

I know some -people- are getting tired of listening.
so I am gona make my decision,ok?
You'll see less of me,in fact,NONE if I do things right.
Happy?Satisfied?Relieved?
Whatever.I am sorry to have bothered you for such a long time,
I never got why I go for the meetings anyways.
& you were good at concealing your irritation,frustration;
but I am even better at uncovering them.
So thanks for [trying to] put up with me for the -what- past 5 months?
yeah.


what do you get,when you mix;
tiger carlsberg vodka coke pink dolphin & apple juice?
hahahah.I wonder?


I don't love you,anymore.



Yes,I suffer from mood swings.
so?I am not asking you to stay.
I don't believe in love anyway.
Even if it's on the grounds of friendship.
NEVER.

Terminal 3 was...A BLAST! :)
I just don't like goodbyes. ):
even if I don't know the person well,it's still sad.
& some people say I am retarded to send off
someone I don't know well.yaya.whatever.

But let's move onto the more fun bit aye! :D
LUNCH @ POPEYE's :) the rest. was cute! :)
It was playing..what else..POPEYE cartoons! :)
-Uncle Shar woulda loved it.haha..-

& Yuki led some crusaders into a lame game.
It was called 'Animals' I think. hahaha.
Thank goodness Gab took over meee. :)

There was;
Yuki's dying diving pigeon,
Jerome's sssSnake,
Gabriel's elephant,
Victor's pokpokpok chicken,
Marcus's woodpecker &
Hazel's funny eared dog.

funny,like I suddenly have a lot of money.
hahahahaha. :) that's the thing about hanging out with them.
I can't stop lol-ing when I hang out with the crusaders. :} heh.

A little tired now,so I'll stop blogging.for now. =x
will prolly post again tmr. :) like duh. =p
Tmr,I'll share the song that led me to believe that I need 
Jesus in my life. =) 


watch out for that! =d



gna go for qt @ wcp now. =)